Do I Matter?
“Christ Jesus made Himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servent” - Philippians 2:7 I stand in the cashier line of the local supermarket and look around me. I see teenagers with shaved heads and nose rings looking through the snack foods; a young proffesional buying one steak, a few twigs of asparagus, and a sweet potato; and elderly woman pondering the peaches and strawberries. “Does God know all these people by name?” I ask myself. “Do they really matter to Him?” The Maker of all things is the Maker of all human beings, and each of us is deemed worthy of His individual attention and love. God demonstrated that love in person on the gnarly hills ofIsrael and ultimately on the cross.
When Jesus visited the earth in the form of a servent, He showed that the hand of God is not too big for the smallest person in the world. it is a hand engraved with our individual names and engraved also with wounds, the cost to God of loving us so much. Now, when I find myself wallowing in self-pity, overwhelmed by the ache of loneliness that is articulated so well in books like Job and Ecclesiastes, I turn to the Gospel accounts of Jesus’ stories and deeds. If Iconclude that my existence “under the sun” (Ecclesiastes 1:3) makes no difference to God, I contradict one of the main reasons God came to earth. To the question “Do I matter?” Jesus is indeed the answer. “Father, when we are overwhelmed by the ache of loneliness and pain, we can run only to You. Jesus showed how much we matter to You, and we thank You!”